Yeah, right.
The weather and the day of the week are very befitting of my shitty, shitty mood.
It's cold, damp and gray outside, and it will be 4 days before I get any rest and relief. There is no makeup on my face and no product in my wet hair...I just didn't care today. At least my desk isn't by the window ... it's fugly out there.
I'm usually quite proud of and happy with myself, because I work hard and hold myself to high standards and a strict moral code.
But I hope I'm not alone in thinking that sometimes, I really hate myself. I really suck sometimes.
While I'm wading in this shallow pool of self-loathing, the rainclouds over my head will slowly dissipate and I'll catch one, maybe two rays of sunshine in the hours and days ahead. Right now, I'm just looking up so I don't miss them.
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what are you talking about? what is all this "self-loathing" business? As far as i'm concerned, you're pretty awesome.
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